Hmm.......... its a kind of shag day to me.
Stomach cramp n some things happen. Hai.
Cause me soon to death. Coffin needed here. Lol.
Veron called me in the afternoon, wantin me to go east point.
but i really hv to finish all my 10 layouts today.
So i rejected her. cause if i bring my art there,
i also know i wont do. n keep tokin n playin.
N i will be dead in sch tomorow.
I only hope to finish my art today.
N this is how you replied me.
I really feel very disappointed n sad.
before i receive the msg, actually i intend to go find you all le,
n giv up doin my art. But in the end. This thing happen.
I am not a person with lots of freedom.
I go out, i need my parents approval. they are very strict to me.
Cause recently, my sisters told my parents how my frens are
n they thought i hav a bf outside. that made me feel fed up.
I hate it, i don lik tat sayin my frens. I don say this because i wan no one to noe.
N if cannot go out, i really must be home, n its stuck.
If i go out, i cannot come home late.
I also wan to play with all of you longer n later.
but the prob lies with my parents. Please understand.
I keep sayin i wan to go home, because my whole house will keep callin me.
N i will be very pek chek. I go home late, i need to take cab.
I'm not angry with the cab fare. Only feel wasted sometimes.
Bacause i work hard for the money i hav.
I'm sorry everytime i go out with you keep wantin to go home.
I already try to leave later le, sometimes 11.30 n before 1.
when i go home, i will get scolded, n sometimes get beaten.
I don lik it too. You all are the only friends left for me.
How can i don wish to go out n play with you all? Hai.
i also don wish to hav any quarrellin between us.
Last time n now, really change alot, i think you know too.
No quarrellin we hav in the past, but now, with small things.
hmm, this is all i wan to say, Sorry.
Veron, i'm sorry too, cant go find you just now.