8 October till today; Have been workin~
So tired, n feel this promoter job is so so DEAD.
Feel lik quittin now, but lik so bad.
Within this week, many things happenin around me.
Health, Friends, Family & Work.
Health, is shining RED, goin out of order.
Visitin the doctor tomorow, hope i wont suffer from any illness =(
Friends, quarrellin started last night. Hai.
I cant take it anymore~ Things repeatin every few months.
I've giv out whatever i got to this friendship, i don wan this to be the endin.
You said not to contact, i was so shocked! So disappointed in you.
If this few days, i don contact you, i also know you wont even bother about me =(
Family, sister becomin SHIT!
givin me so much problem, bein a elder sister is the most difficult position.
Why i hav this kind of sister who does not even respect her elder sister..?!
Work, so STRESS~
But luckily, i hav an off day tomorow =)
Hai, everyone treat me lik an object.
If you wan, you keep. If you don wan, you will put it aside.
Don even giv a glance back. AAHHH!!!
Me, just a normal person.
Wanted to be a very very good friend, wanted to be a good sister.
Tried to be a very very good friend, tried to be a good sister.
But pple just take me for granted. As if, i'm always there.
One day, if i am not in this world, all of you den will regret.
Till den, that would be no use. Meaningless~
Now, i'm so so stress. Feelin to contact you back.
But i scared, once it turn back lik the past.
Everythin will be repeatin again. I don lik to quarrel with you.
Hope you too you too.
Me, cryin lik hell, n you just stand aside.
The one feelin the worst is me, not you. I feel so so bad~
I've quit smokin long ago, but i'm thinkin to take up again.