WANYAN'S DIARY...♥
♥03 March 2009
The only thing i hate now is : PEOPLE HANG DOWN MY PHONE without a bye!!!
You know me for 3years, i don think you dont know i hate pple hangin down my phone.
I know you are damn angry n cant tolerate my attitude that i showed you recently,
but at least you don hang down my call in this kind of way.
Think back pls, do you feel that you are treatin me lik a passerby now, dont take things for granted man. N i don lik you to talk to me in that kind of tone when you ask me out! Why don you do that to your aother friends, n see what will be their reaction?! Hey, i do the things you ask me do, i go out with you when you are not in a good mood, worry you went you are feelin sad, with you on the phone till you sleep.......... What sia, this is how you treat me now. I feel that i am transparent to you, i don feel good!!! Good/Closed friend are not lik this =( You say i am the one who understand you well, but you think, do you understand me that well? Do you know me well enough? =( My goodness! THINK THINK THINK, did you really treat me as a friend or what?
I'm damn sad ok. You ask why don i tell you my things, because i think that you wont even cared. So i rather do keep it to myself. I can swear that i really treat you the BEST BEST BEST among my all friends ok. You go ask around, how i treat them, compared to you.
N what yong teck say maybe its true, i'm good to bully =) But now things changes, i can put down everything, n don wan this friendship now ok. I know it will be hard to forget, but i DIE DIE also will try. I tell you, this friendship its really tough for me ok =( We quarrel, i cry but i bet you wont even wanna think of it. But still livin in your own world. I do the best for this friendship, n i keep tellin myself i wont regret choosin you to be my friend that i wanna be. But i start regrettin now. Thanks for hangin down my phone just lik that. N i know, wait for you to apologise is impossible. N i've already apologise to you almost all the times we quarrelled, but hey, this time i wont. I'm very very very tired liao. N i believe one day you will find a better best friend den me. I know i've changed n bein weird recently. I don wan to think of anything n affect my mood again. I will accept everything no matter what. No hope n wishes liao. N now, i will concentrate on my studies. No friends for me now, nvm. I'm ok to be alone =)

♥HELLO♥
WANYAN here
18 years old
20 August 1992
Republic Polytechnic, Year 1
Course: Biotechnology
wanyan_20@hotmail.com

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